it is so not!

what's the point?
because of that our relation yg konon2 nyer dah bertahun2 tu end just like this?
owh commonlah..semua org ada keburukan n kebaikan right?
im just being my self,im trying to be a better person but seems like they dont like it.
im trying to be a good friends to them,sincere and honest to them..i've never thought about anything bad to you.eventhough sometimes your words hurt me so much..we had misunderstood sometimes,we keep arguing about all the things and stuff but i've never thought it will become worst and more worst.i love all my friends,i've never change,this is me,since secondary school till now there's a lot of thing happen to me.i met a lot of people,macam macam ragam..but semua tu buatkan aku jd matang..and tahu mana nak bezakan yg baik or tak.i learned alot from that.mana 1 kawan mana 1 lawan..yup!i've principe!people can talk everything about me but i know who i am,i know what i am doing,i know what is the best thing for me or not,i will never ever aguing in doing right or wrong.as long as im being nice to people,i will never ever apologise for being me....
i dont mind if they dont like me or talking bad about me,they dont know me well,maybe they're just jelous because im just being me.semua orang ada perasaan hasad dengki kan?but as your information i've never thought nak berlawan-lawan,x pernah terlintas pun.semua orang ada kelebihan and kekurangan masing2.if they get more than me,its good for them,ada ke slama nie aku try jugak nak dapatkan apa yg diorang ada semata2 nak menunjuk or buatkan diri aku puas hati?sumpah tak da weh.tu semua rezeki masing2.im happy if they happy.i just dont understand what u mean by saying that?while this happen,im too scared for being to nice to people.takut ada yg salah paham or makan diri sendiri because they always missjudging me.am i too bad?tak da ker 1 pun kebaikan yg ada dlm diri aku sampai mcm tu sekali korang fikir?and kau?yg paling rapat dengan aku kn..selama nie aku kawan dengan kau untuk apa?what am i doing sampai kau jahat dengan aku?what did i do to you?what did i said that might hurt u you sampai kau tetiba jek cakap mcm tu?i thought everything was fine between us.im sorry if i did something wrong or said something hurt.but i guess selama nie aku dah cukup jaga hati and perasaan kau.i really appreciate u as my good friend.but i dont know why,maybe im not good enough to be your friend,im not pretty enough for you to be proud...maybe i dont have all this but i still have a heart!do u know how upset i am when i read your writing?it hurt me so much because it was you,the one who i trust.but as i said,you can say whatever you want.maybe oneday you will know what friendship is mean...

it doesnt mean you can trust people surround you because you will never know what they are up to,they can be your good friend in front of you but inside them no one will never know..

:proud to be me because i am strong!no one can let me down even i los boyfriend and bestfriend at the same time!but i still have people who love me for me and great parents n family who always support me all the time!
to my ex bf:im sorry i cant accept you anymore whatever you're trying to do.i love you but we're not mean to be together!
to my beloved friends:i love you more than u thought!but i am for who i am no matter what!